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People have reacted in different ways to the Sufi piece. Let me talk about dargahs.

A few months ago I was going through a very low phase. There was a dargah where as a child I used to go as a mere accompaniment. This time, with great subtlety, Ammi asked if I would like to go along with her, to refresh those memories.

This dargah is in the middle of some crowded street in central Mumbai. I lit the agarbattis and sat on the chess-board tiled floor and shut my eyes. It must have been long, for she tapped me on the shoulder.

“Praying?” she asked, a look of surprise on her face.

“No.”

“Crying?”

I blinked and picked up a rose lying nearby. I touched it to my lashes and felt like I had just embellished a wilting flower with a dew drop.

"khuda aise ehsaas ka naam hai
rahe saamne par dikhaai na de"


6 comments:

Amandeep said...

Haso Aaj Itna Ke Is Shor Mai
Sada Siskiyon Ki Sunaii Na De

FV said...

"Hansne ki chaah ne itna mujhe rulaaya hai
Koi humdard nahin dard mera saaya hai"

BUT

"Sar jo tera chakraye ya dil dooba jaaye
aaja pyaare saath hamare, kaahe ghabraaye, kaahe ghabraaye..."

circle said...

blog
awww...
What a beautifully crafted blog!
U gave life to alomst a dead rose.
U gave your priceless tear...

Simply and sincerely emotional!
U said it all in few lines.....

UR gifted writer...
No doubt about it...
UR are a very giving person,indeed.
God gives life to others,UR godess...

Thanks for such a spiritual blog...
Now I will def.visit dargah...le'me figure out which one?

FV said...

Circle:

Come to my city and I shall take you to this one...lots of pigeons there...

Re. goddess, if you are humouring me, then sar aankhon par...

Nahin tau all the rona-dhona will have to stop once I am on that pedestal...and oh yes, all that pigeon shit...hum tau achche-khaase jaanwar hai...

circle said...

blogR
[[Re. goddess, if you are humouring me, then sar aankhon par]]

Absolutely not...
That was my true expression...I used,"goddess" as hypothetical analogy...
I apologize,if,U got upset for my pure expressions of admiration...

FV said...

Circle:

No, no, I was not upset...I suppose I need to be more gracious about compliments. Have just got used to too much criticism:-)

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